yeah..

It always inspiring when i read about shou’s interview or blog..

He doesn’t really had a good relationship with his parent, because he’s under pressure to study well.. our  situation is different, my parents never push me to study, i do it on my own will.. but shou, he rebel because of that pressure, he right, we have to do the things that we like.. even that shou clever, but being pressed like that, i might be rebel too.. i like study of course, but i’m not a person that could do it again and again,, if i don’t want to and don’t have mood, i always playing or do another thing.. that’s why i can control it.. because no one press me to be the best.. i’m not really dilligent, but i always know when i have to serious and when i can play around..

Honestly, looked as a really kind girl doesn’t  mean i don’t sad or angry sometimes.. but i can let out my stress by listening to the music and sometimes dance  and doing a headbang like a crazy people.. that’s my rebelious side, hohoho... maybe that’s what eiji comic called as ’shadow’,  a personality that we don’t let another to see..

I really love my family because they never ask me to be the best, but doing my best.. and more than that, they’re the one who really trust that i can do it, even if my own self really doubt.. that’s why, i really want to make them proud having a girl like me.. i think, environment of our chillhood really influence our  personalities.. of course our own will too..