so what???

That’s right that my taste is a little bit extraordinary, but if i listen to them then i can’t make my self satisfied, so i don’t really think about it. So what if ko-ki looks like a girl?? for me he is cute, i like the way he “melet2”.. seems like he really naughty and rebelious.. so what if i like japanese rock?? It’s the way i can express my dark side, my frustation and strees..

 hoho, today i think about mark. Honestly, what do we want by study in university?? Is it a good mark?? NO, we need the lesson, but i think everyone wanna have a good mark.. and with a good mark we can compete with the other..  why we have to compete?? Maybe it’s human nature, because if we don’t compete then we can’t survive. Why do i want to have a good mark??, maybe just to satisfied my own self, maybe to make my parents proud, maybe because even if it’s just a little bit, i’m arrogant and want to make people to see me.. heh, maybe because honestly i don’t want to lose from the other. Such an immature and selfish reason right??  And because i don’t like to lose, once i fell down, i will try harder to got what i really want. But i’m not an ambitious one. Not ambitious doesn’t mean you don’t have ambition, right?? I’m just take it easy, but still try to catch it. For me, you needn’t to show the other about your ambition, just keep it by yourself and try to make it come true..