will i?

i just don't want to give up. when i can't go through a way, i'll try to find the other..
what disturbed me now is, do i choose a right way?
let me tell you about something..

i really want to go to a place..
i try and prepare my self well..
but, then, i can't go there..
i feel sad, i feel lose..
but i still smile, because i always belief, god have plans.. maybe that place is not a right place for me..

so i try to take a different way..
i didn't prepare to much this time..
and honestly, i don't even now, can i go to that place?
but what makes me regret is even it's not a place i really want to go, i should prepare well, but i didn't..
so when they ask a same question to me, i can't answer as good as before..
i can't think to much..
and i'm afraid the result will be same..

hmm, what i learned today is that i have to always do what in front me with all of my heart..
with all of my passion..
i regret didn't do it well..
maybe it's the reason why i failed before..
maybe i really have to learn much and more..
i don't want to make a same mistakes anymore..
no, i don't want to..
i won't give up..
i can do it!!!