everything can change

Being a pharmacist, is something i never thought before. It because my sister is a pharmacist. And i don’t want to have a same way like her. I’m just too afraid, because she’s too great. I don’t want to be compaired to her. I want people see me different way, not as a copy of her.

But everything can change, right? Now i find my self enjoying study in pharmacy faculty. My mark is not bad too, eventough not as good as her. But is it a problem? I like what i choose for now, i don’t regret it so far. And i feel really bless being her sister because everytime i confuse i can ask someone that i can trust. I thank her because i can achieve what i can achieve so far with her help too. And i thank her because i don’t want to make her shy, i try hard enough (not to much, but i know when i have to study seriously). Lately i’ve been a little bit sad because i can’t get what i want. But i try to think positive way. There always a lesson in every thing that happen to us. Maybe god want to tell me something with this. Maybe god want to tell me not to be arrogant, taught me how it feels when you lose, and tell me that i’m not try hard enough. Tell me that i can do better if i really want.

So, ganbarimasu !! J