internship life : hospital

so, for the past two months i've been very very very busy.. it probably sounded too exaggerating but, the truth is, i'm not kidding.. i went to hospital early in the morning and just go back to my boarding house at night, usually around 10 pm. i lost 2 kgs and everyone around me said that i became thinner..

if we talk from the pharmacy point of view, of course two months is a really short period. too many things i still couldn't comprehend. i'm still lacking in attitude, knowledge and skill as a pharmacist. it's quite sad that in my country the internship period is still lacking while in another country (e.g: japan) they have to practice  in hospital around 2 years. i have to learn a lot of things in 2 months..

actually, having an internship in this hospital is not as scary as i heard before. yepp, we usually go back late because of the tasks, but actually it's not that bad because  it's team tasks.. the pharmacist is quite strict, but not in the bad way. thanks to them, (and the employees too) i think i could be stronger. i experienced a lot of sad moments and happy moments. now that i look back, i think it's a meaningful experience for me. i feel stressed and tired till the point i was crying. kekeeke. actually i have a fragile heart and quite sensitive (eventhough i'm not showing it, that's why my friends said i'm a flat person) so i'm not too accustomized when peoples ignore or being mean to me while in hospital you'll find that condition quite often. once again i feel so thankful that i go through it all well and i think i become a stronger person. 

one more thing that i feel so grateful about is that i meet such friendly and crazy friends <wise Reni, panicky Agnes and Tiara, and mood maker (and the one who talk the most to pharmacist, our perverted head of team)  Reza>  no, if i'm not with them i don't think i could go through it this well. to meet relaxed but capable teammates like them is a bless. we usually have target to finish our job so we can go take a walk later. we even go to the beach, prambanan temple and solo! we sleepover in the hospital and even take a bath there. as we held cpd, we still laugh over it even though we just finish our presentation around 5 am. kkekeke.. thank you buddy!

ahhh, i want to post our pictures but my internet connection not in a good mode.. :( 

i don't want to keep this post too long , so as conclusion: what doesn't kill you make you stronger!