Birth in the Death

We all were born, while someone out there was dead. That’s the circle of the life. Something begin, while something ends. Birth in the death, yeah, that’s exactly happen.

So what it means? Hmm, i think it means that we was born lucky, because God give us a chance to live in this life, while someone stop get that chance. We live because it a chance for us to become something. To do something.

Right now, i’m still on my way to find what’s that “something”. What do i live for? What do exactly i can do for this world?

Yeah, i know i will be  pharmacist, i’m studying in pharmacy faculty. But i need a spesific  answer, not just that average one. 

Hmm, i hope my life is still long, so i can finally understand what i really want to be.

Back to the “birth in the death” topic. Hmm, isn’t it weird, that to begin something, something else should be ends? To get something, we have to lose something else? If i think about it once more, it not weird at all. It keep everything balance. Too much having is hard, while too much losing is hurt. Well, God design everything perfectly, isn’t it?

So what’s the point of what i’m talking? I don’t know either. Hehehe, maybe now i’m in the state of being confuse of everything in my llife. I talk about random things than i don’t know why shoud i do that. I keep talking round and round without fully understand about it and what’s so important about that. So sorry, but i want to release my confusion by writing what inside my head. Ahhh, how random it  is.. hohoho..